Happy Turkey Day!
No Comments | Published by Daniel on November 27, 2008 at 4:00 PM | Holiday
Happy turkey day everyone, enjoy the tryptophan!
Advertisements like this make baby jesus cry
No Comments | Published by Daniel on November 26, 2008 at 10:22 AM | Internet
So I was reading my blogs, as I normally do in the morning, and I saw this ad on one of the blogs... Apparently it is a program that take someone who is fat and black, and turns them into someone that is fat and white...
Just horrible
Back to dealing with spammers
No Comments | Published by Daniel on November 17, 2008 at 12:35 PM | Test, Website
Well, At least it isn't showing up, but my blogs got bombarded with over 1000 spam comments in the past month, so now I have to tighten checks to prevent this from happening.
ADR Rising
No Comments | Published by Daniel on November 16, 2008 at 03:51 AM | Thoughts
This is what I need, this is what I want...
Regardless....
No Comments | Published by Daniel on November 14, 2008 at 8:17 PM | Thoughts
Regardless what happens, I will make it through the end, the things that mean most to me are essential and will always be mine, no one can take that away from me.
You can hurt me, you can injure me, you can cripple me, you can do anything to me, but you cannot take away my love, you cannot take away the most essential thing in my life, it is and always will be with me forever. It is because when others are long and gone, love and lost, friend and back stabbed, i will always have it to go to in my time of need. I will always be able to go to it at any time of my life, and only be welcomed with open arms. With out it is a pain worth than death, a pain worse than loneliness, a pain worth than hell...
Regardless what happens, as long as I have it, I am truly happy, and truly in love.
I sat and watched
No Comments | Published by Daniel on November 11, 2008 at 12:59 AM | Poetic, Relationships
I sat and watched
as you decided what you want
it tore at my heart
I sat and watched
as you tried for my heart
my heart cried for you
I sat and watched
as you began to move on
my heart yearned for you to come back
I sat and watched
as you started to change
my heart began to become empty
I sat and watched
as you began to forget
my heart begin to die
now I sit and watch
unloved and forgotten
my heart is dead
I only sat...and watched...
...
No Comments | Published by Daniel on November 11, 2008 at 12:58 AM | No Tags
Holy shit im such a fucking mess
Forsaken Part 2
No Comments | Published by Daniel on November 6, 2008 at 8:53 PM | Drama, Relationships, Thoughts
Now that the fire is over, I am beginning to understand how things are, why things are the way they are, etc etc etc.
After my last post "forsaken", I went through a mildly depressing moment trying to comprehend everything that i said, because of how heavy it was (which is why i marked it private, don't want to make anyone cry).
I know I am not numb, I am just in the second phase of dealing with pain. I use to turn the pain into fear, which caused long periods of depression and not able to function in the real world. But now I turn it into anger, pretty much anger at myself for getting into the situation. With this, with all of the anger, I tend to use it in productive ways to better myself in which way I feel I should.
This has been the most dramatic in years for me, and with that I was able to say something I thought I could never say because I was such a pussy. But now that I said it, I mean it, and I will live by it.
So with t... (Continue reading Forsaken Part 2)
Rebooted
No Comments | Published by Daniel on October 31, 2008 at 10:18 AM | Website
And here we are again, after taking this site down for personal reasons, I have decided to put it back up with a number of improvements.
i'll write more later
Finally XHTML 1.0 Verified
No Comments | Published by Daniel on October 4, 2008 at 4:01 PM | Website
All my pages are XHTML, CSS2.1, & RSS Verified, woot!


